The black sheep

That's how some of my teachers in highschool and middleschool used to call me. I would always argue with them just to prove my point. And a lot of times I was right, not always though. Sometimes I would treat them disrespectfully like I didn't give a shit about what they were trying to tell me. And that got me into a serious trouble a couple of times. But highschool years I remember as one of the best in my life. Lots of good memories, epecially days when I would go to some important exam completely unprepared. My excuse was always the same: playing basketball was more important. TI: Live in the sky.

But I got through highschool with prett good grades. And just to describe you a guy who I was back in the day let me tell you this story. One of my friends came to me after a math class with a question: How is it possible Jimmy that you don't get drunk and hardly go to the parties where you know people are gonna do drugs and drink till they pass out and you still can be the most popular and liked person in class? I don't remember what my answer was but now when I look back it seems to me like i would tell her: It's about having a certain view at how you wanna go through this journey called life.

There is nothing wrong with drinking but if you know that you can't or don't wanna controll yourself then you've need to relize that you might have a serious problem. What I'm trying to say here is that controling yourself and knowing your limits is something I very important. Not only to people who have drinking problems. But you need to learn that you will have to face the concecuencess of doing something unpredictable. Especially if you can't control yourself because of your previous actions. Sometimes one stupid mistake you accidently made might cost you a price that you'll have to pay till you die.